Friday, 09/07/2018
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20:57 Football
I got bored watching the first NFL game of the season last night. A little less than two quarters in and the game was dragging, there weren't a lot of big plays and I was a combination of bored and simply disinterested.
This feeling probably wont persist. As I was telling Emma earlier this week, at this point football is an emotion and a specific time of year, more than an individual events. I often feel let down by the event itself, but the gestalt around it is delightful.
Meanwhile, last night was a bear for Nabby as well. She just didn't want to settle, sleep or stop crying. Tonight is shaping up to be similar. Nabby doesn't want to latch very well, and hasn't had a decent nurse in hours. The hardest part, I've found, is simply maintaining optimism. Usually things to improve. Eventually she does figure out how to nurse again. But the time in between in demoralizing and frustrating.