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* Wednesday, 04/11/18
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** 07:15 Exercise
I had the option to go swimming this morning and declined it. I'm not sure what's going on, but with my back injury the last three or four weeks, I've been very low energy and not inclined to get out. One way or another I'd like to go running again.

** 09:17 Pressing
At any given point I tend to know what's most pressing. But the reality is, I don't know the second or third most important things. So then the question becomes, once you've taken care of the major things, where does your attention go next. And I'm never really sure about that.

** 22:52 Microjournaling
Apparently I've been busy today. Perhaps this is a better way to journal? Small thoughts throughout the day? Either way, I had a breakdown moment with Jane today. We keep having interactions where I ask her a question and she seems to choose to ignore it. Perhaps she's really not listening that well, but it seems to me that she has a choice. I called her out on it tonight after she and Si took forever in the bathroom doing bedtime things.

While I was trying to get her to focus and talk to me I tried to correct her posture so her head wasn't pointing at the floor and she screamed and said I hurt her. I may have, but I think it was more emotion than pain. She didn't like the forced to do something.

I eventually just left her in the bathroom a mess. Emma said she'd had a bad day all the way around, but this sort of behavior is so par for the course that it's hard to have a lot of sympathy. I do think I need to do a better job of controlling how and when I interact with her, though.